Showing posts with label confusion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confusion. Show all posts

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Over Two Years Out...

And if you only knew why, well you probably just might cry.

I'm still thankful, though.

While I've been away:

*My husband moved out of the house, and into an apartment with his girlfriend.
*I suffered prolonged periods of emotional and psychological abuse.
*My children reacted and acted-out towards the choas and confusion.
*I had to leave my position with the church to find full-time employment.
*I was victim of a violent crime that was in connection with the new full-time employment.
*I lost my job as a result of the violent crime committed against my person.
*I became divorced.
*I lived daily with the reality and after-effects of these traumas; and other extensions of them - both stemming from what used to be and what is to come

While I've been away, I also:

*Learned to rely more heavily on God that ever before.
*Received 5 months of expenses by the Hand of God through my brothers and sisters in Christ; until
*Was provided a remarkable opportunity to earn income from home, supporting me and my children while remaining inside my new safe-zone
*Grew and strengthed relationships with new friends and extended family that had been absent in my life
*Learned to trust Jesus more and people less...
*Continued to keep my eye on the Prize
*Watched His Goodness unfold before my eyes
*Suffered in grievous pain that only drew me nearer to Him Who Saves
*Recognized His Strength and Sovereignty
*Endeavored to seek Him in all things
and
*Remained Thankful

It sure has been a load-off to know and accept that my worst day serves a Higher Purpose:
My confusion reveals Truth in His Word; My weakness proclaims His Strength; My sorrow cries out His Comfort and Peace.

It's Another Day in Montgomery and I say:
It's important to be thankful in all things. For all things work to the Glory of God for those who seek Him.